Monday, January 3, 2011

I should have said this years ago, and I still can't say them to your face

I'm sorry I didn't call every time I was supposed to. 
I'm sorry I said your sister was pretty.
I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me most.
I'm sorry I made you laugh so hard that beer came out of your nose.
I'm sorry I hogged the bed.
I'm sorry I didn't say "I love you" as often as I felt it.
I'm sorry I didn't notice your new haircut.
I'm sorry I let you down.
I'm sorry I got THAT drunk.
I'm sorry I said those jeans do make your ass look big.
I'm sorry I made fun of your favorite movie.
I'm sorry I don't read minds.
I'm sorry I stopped doing those little things that made you so happy (even though you pretended they didn't).
I'm sorry I didn't tell you how beautiful you looked sleeping in the morning light.
I'm sorry I never caught your hints.
I'm sorry I lost your favorite pen.
I'm sorry I always try to fix things when you just wanted me to listen.
I'm sorry for every time I made you cry.
I'm sorry I don't get to fall asleep next to you anymore.
I'm sorry my best wasn't ever enough.
I'm sorry I didn't stop you from walking out of my life.
I'm sorry I broke your heart.
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14 comments:

  1. Classically Trained NubJanuary 3, 2011 at 2:27 AM

    I forgive you.

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  2. VaporJanuary 3, 2011 at 3:00 AM

    Thanks Nub, you have completely validated me. <3

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  3. 000January 3, 2011 at 4:26 AM

    that was deep

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  4. TeutorixJanuary 3, 2011 at 4:44 AM

    its awesome that you found the courage to post that. But maybe you should say that to the people you did wrong.

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  5. The Angry LurkerJanuary 3, 2011 at 6:49 AM

    Very deep and touching.

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  6. Justsayin'January 3, 2011 at 7:29 AM

    You feel better now huh. It's always good to get things off your chest. :)

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  7. HiFiJanuary 3, 2011 at 8:04 AM

    Don't sweat it man. Everyday is a brand new day.

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  8. AnonymousJanuary 3, 2011 at 8:57 AM

    just let them go and start anew.

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  9. Fire PursuitJanuary 3, 2011 at 11:24 AM

    these things should be said more often.

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  10. NickJanuary 3, 2011 at 11:28 AM

    Sorry I stopped following your blog, but you stopped following mine, and I'm very unforgiving in that regard. Happy New year!

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  11. Suciô SanchezJanuary 3, 2011 at 11:57 AM

    No violins?

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  12. Sharon DayJanuary 3, 2011 at 12:58 PM

    I shudder to think of what my ex-husband's list would say, although it should just say; "I'm sorry I'm a mechanized robot and do not wish for or desire human contact or any of the niceties involved in such interactions." I suspect the list of "I'm glad I..." would be quite impressive too. Do remember those, as well. They are the reasons someone falls in love with a person in the first place. Men fall short on emotional maintenance but women fall short on physical maintenance over time, so we're both human.

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  13. anon408January 3, 2011 at 11:29 PM

    That's depressing :(

    http://anon408.blogspot.com

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  14. pJanuary 4, 2011 at 11:30 AM

    bawwww

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